Some crazy thing but nice Time pass- Handwriting analysis online

The results of your analysis say:

You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones.
You are diplomatic, objective, and live in the present.
You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody!
You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.

A fresh start

A new year has dawned upon me. The feelings there to change and make a fresh start. But therein lies the problem. I have'nt identified the problem to solve it and correct them so as to make new start. So what's this fresh start all about. Plan things?? Nah I dont beleive in planning things. Because I always believe that if the Plan A fails and also if Plan B fails then the heartbreak would be more than you would have anticipated.And now if you think in this respect you would even have to plan to cope up from the heartbreak. Too much work for this hardly working brain of mine. Let me leave it at that. So for me a fresh start would mean to start identifying the mistakes with good feedback which I think I would be getting from others. Otherwise also I would have to back my own instincts to correct myself.
Now you must be saying 'See you are also planning'. But I dont consider this as a plan. Its my aim.
Lets see how things go for this fresh start of mine.

One more year gone by

One more year has gone by. A disillusioned soul was wandering around last year with some unknown motivation pushing him. Optimism works. It was at this time last year I was really working with only one aim. Get a decent job. It was with some animal instincts I was searching for a job then. You need to ask an unemployed person the value of time. Even one minute seems long enough to get frustrated. And with all the peer pressures involved in this competitive world you need to motivate yourself which is a difficult proposition in itself. I wrote so many tests and exams before getting a job. You really dont know how to tell people how you didnt get through a test or an interview for that matter. And when you think you have done well enough and wait eternally with optimism that you will certainly get a call and things go the other way, what say, you feel let down not by others but by your own ability.

I really should say I have won a small battle with myself. There was this odd situation I was invovled in at the time of searching for a job. I had got through but was also appearing for Iflex exam just for the fun of it. And damn I got through even that. I very well knew that I was not going to enter the company. I had this horrible guilt of snatching someone else's chance. How many aspiring youngsters like me would have been there? I was really at hte receiving end then.

But anyways all's well that ends well. I am happy today in a way that I am earning enough to keep mysef happy and am in a position to help out people who would need my help. I am out of the situation which a poet puts efficiently ' My heart is full but my hands are empty'.

Now its again time to contemplate on the question 'Where am I headed?' With this question left to be answered I will sign off for the day.
Happy Birthday.

The Barmer story cotinues

So after the storm was the silence. And it was silence that was brought about by awe. For I was witnessing the Gardens in the desert. "Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder" said John Keats. But this was one beauty that has held me in such a way that the pictures strike before my eyes and also very clear in that. As Rudyard Kipling had once said ' The vase was broken but the fragrance of the flowers still lingers on.'

After the aesthetics came the religious content. The temple of the Creator Brahma. It is supposed to be one of the rare Brahma temples that is present in the world. And then the temple depictng the 'Sapta Rishis'(Wondering what was the number of Kaundinya Maharoshi of whose lineage I belong to since his idol was not present there).

Let me also enlighten you why there are not many temples of Brahma in he world. Simple answer would be he is not worshipped. But why? The myth goes something like this.
Brahma being the creator is said to create everyone including Godess Saraswati. So she is supposed to be his daughter. But he marries her. And marrying one's own daughter is a hideous crime. And this was taken notice by a Rishi(it geatful if somebdy could give me his name) who imposed a curse on Bramha that nobody would worship him in Bhooloka(Earth).

Please let me also know I have made any blunders in renedering this mythological story. I dont have an Elephant's memmory. So please be advised against the 100% authenticity of this material.

Leaving you with one thought. When Brahma could commit such a mistake and since I am relatively better in that aspect shall I say "Aham Bramhasmi".

Let's meet after sometime. Until then Shubha Dina.