Anger Management

Yet another incident to add to my owes thanks to my short temper. Its high time I learn to control it. Its not the right way to go about. I know that I can bring upon my own destruction like this. Just because I felt he was worng I should'nt have shouted out ike that. I need to learn to be calm at crisis. That's one thing that will really give you an edge over others. I have larnt this from my colleague. But I have never been able to implement it. When the intension of the person is to screw you up and if that makes you angry you very well know that 'Half the battle is lost on yourside'.

Now I need to heavily contemplate on this one question. What are the measure I can take up in order to control my anger? What are reasons for me to become so angry? Is it a feeling of insecutiy tha has made me so? If so how to overcome that insecurity? These are the questions that need tyo be answered. If your work can do most of the answering then the anger will not control you. Lets see how the next session goes.

This is the END my Beautiful Friend

All things in life have an expiry date. We will also expire one day. Things of the past must fade away in order to make way for the new. That's Nature. In order to maintain balance these things have to happen. But why do good things end very fast??? Or is it just a feeling that comes our way. Let me contemplate on this issue now.

We tend to take a deeper look into ourselves during the sad hours. Analysing ourselves is one of the toughest things in life. Its maybe because we are biased towards the attitude we carry with ourselves. And hence its harder to get the solutions. These sort of complications are energy sapping and hence you will feel the mental fatigue. So much so that the tiredness prolongs to haunt you for a long time. Its happening with me after a long time you can say. I am completing 1 year of office and along side one year of friendship from my side to some people in my life whom I consider dear. I know it is not going to last for a lifetime. How?? Dont ask me I just know thats it. Since they are on the verge of leaving my company in vicinity I feel the good ties and times are here to end. I am seeing I think "Begining of the END". It just seems like that things have happened so fast. I believe that True Friendship can never end but that should be the case from both the sides right?? Things change with time. If you cant find the two palms to come together you cant hear the clap. So I am finding it a bit difficult to digest this fact even though it hasnt got concrete. The concern seems to prolong the agony. Let's see what might happen? As I said even I will change with time.(maybe)
Thats why we say "Kalaaya Tasmai Namaha" meaning "I salute thee oh time".

With this excuse let me leave you oh blog for some more time to be in peace.